The Sweet Awakening

Meditation Chair

“We have as much of [God’s Creative Power of Mind]… as we believe in and embody.  The storehouse of nature is filled with infinite good, awaiting the touch of our awakened thought to spring forth into manifestation…”
~ Ernest Holmes, The Science of Mind

In a recent meditation something was physically added to my body – a solid substance without consciousness or volition.  It sat in front of me in form, neutral – not asking, not communicating, just there.  Once I became aware of it, I noticed what was blocking it:  tensions in my body, evidence of the physical resistance I had been carrying.  Sitting with it, I became willing to let go of the resistance to take in what was in front of me.  It moved into me to the degree I could accept it and went away when there was no more room.

It was not a struggle, it was not an effort.  It was the more of me I had been praying to reveal.   I accepted it and was grateful for it.  When I came out of meditation there was not even a closing prayer to be spoken.  Spirit is so amazing.  So ready to appear in a form that I am ready to receive.

It is here in this sweet, fresh moment that I am ready to be taken to the next level.  I now serve from a deeper place of the open heart.  I have an understanding in this moment that I did not have even an hour ago.  This is the miracle:  that the expansion never stops, that the Life that I am never ceases to yearn for expression, that It is literally awaiting my invitation to fill me completely.  Every bit of spare space is needed, every drawer must be emptied; nothing can be withheld.

I am not waiting on the Lord, the Lord is awaiting my awakening.  It is not that I must strain to hear, it is that I must stop talking and sit still, even for the smallest moment, to listen to what is eternally being spoken.

The moment of awakening is now.  With bliss I surrender to this awareness.  I release, step aside and say YES.  I accept the more of me that is God.

~ Christine R. Peña

* Published in the January 2014 edition of the Agape International Spiritual Center‘s monthly magazine, Inner Visions. All rights reserved.

About Revelations on the Path

Student of Truth and Spiritual Counselor for the past 20 years in the New Thought / Ancient Wisdom tradition, Christine has answered the call to ministry. This blog is dedicated to the revelations she experiences on the path in her life while unfolding as a Rev. on the path as her ministry.
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